And then whilst I'm sleeping you come to suffocate me!

Yeah so this morning I woke up at 3:30 AM. Why? Because I dreamed I was losing my voice on the day of all days that I get to sing harmony for worship band and then I wake up because I literally feel like I'm drowning! And I could barely breathe through my nose and my throat had a bunch of yicky drainage going on and not to mention it felt a little raw before I went to bed. So I'm like panicked because I thought I was drowning and I sat up and went to the kitchen. And it's 3:30. And so yeah I go to the kitchen and start drinking down glasses of water like it's my lifeblood, and then I felt a little sick and waterlogged, and I hate throwing up water because it's just nasty and blehhh. SO I go back to bed, or at least try, and I sit in an upright position and listen to Wicked, trying to get back to sleep and breathe. But that doesn't work and then it's 4:30 AM and I'm just like, "This is nuts, let's do something productive. So I go get the laptop and sit in bed with it typing up my novel. And I do that till like 5:30 and then at six I take a shower and then make some tea for my throat which still hurts a bit and now I'm complaining about the whole ordeal. OOOH, and my dad just informed me that, even though I don't have a JOB I still have to pay for oil changes and car repairs and such. As if I don't already spend over a hundred bucks a week. I am SO sure I spend over 100 bucks. or at least 100 bucks. do you know how HARD it is to pay for gas when you don't have a job and you have volunteer things to do?! It's hard! FREBKING HARD DANGIT!

Plus I have to save all the money I get so I can pay for gas money to get to Iowa and back because my sister and I are going to see Wicked with my cousins in Kansas City. BAHHHH!

So today i'm going to the Write-In for my region. excited about that! xDD
Ahh, life is so complicatingly simply full of ups and downs and sideways. How very love-hate it all is. *gurgles* Yeah random. kthnxbye.